so at like 10pm I drank a 5 hour energy and took my add meds to try and catch up on homework after a long day of “quidditch” but all that it did was make my heart rate uncomfortably fast and increase my anxiety so I wasn’t able to get any work done but i couldn’t sleep either so i watched the last 4 episodes of the last airbender and wrote an entire song about it (like lyrics, rhythm guitar parts, lead guitar parts, and basic drum beats) in record time but now I’m still really behind in school which is making me more anxious and my band members are gonna be here in a few hours and I’m afraid that its gonna sound wayyy worse than i think it does or I’m gonna be so tired that i won’t be able to play it right and i have class tomorrow too so I’m not gonna have any time to catch up on homework and basically I’ve overcommitted myself so hardcore between quidditch, my band, and school but they’re all too important to me for me to take it easy on any of them and I’ve been super stressed out and I’ve been home alone for 2 weeks and I’m so lonely and its 5:30 in the morning and holy shit the sun is already out and I feel like a huge failure and i just want it all to end but its not going to and its just gonna continue when school starts and i want so bad for it all to work out but its killing me inside and i don’t know what to do
what’s a better way to spend your friends birthday than seeing Fall Out Boy and Paramore?????? (em Hersheypark Stadium)
Happy birthday to the blessing in disguise! It’s been nothing but good times being your friend all these years and I can only hope that one day @jaackkattaackk can accept that we’re meant for each other. Stay gold, my little Native American boy.
When you realize you forgot your cleats
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